Just some Time Away. (Open, or whatever)
Apr 9, 2009 0:59:33 GMT
Post by Hirosame on Apr 9, 2009 0:59:33 GMT
Alex walked slowly through the forest. He needed to calm himself down. He left Dezzy, Kaida, Maria, and Alexia far behind him, and just wanted to be alone to think for a few days. He felt terrible about having this darkness within him, knowing that he can't do anything about it, and he felt some sort of disturbance on Earth, and he can't do anything about that either. It just made him very mad that there was two things that he couldn't take care of when they were so easy before. He also felt that he was aging again. He didn't feel 18 anymore, but more like 21. He still kept the same looks, but it all didn't matter.
He sat down against a tree. The thoughts buzzing through his head were almost unbearable anymore, and he just wanted to forget everything. He didn't want to be an angel anymore, let alone darkness. He didn't want to be known by almost everyone, he didn't want to love Dezzy, he didn't want to feel guilt about leaving the ones closest to him. But, he knew he can't. This was reality to him. "I just want it to GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!" He yelled, the ground shaking beneath him. Two vortexes of Light and Dark energy raged around him, and they kept going higher. He soon after slowly calmed himself down, and leaned against the tree again.
Power surged through his veins. He could feel them fading away from himself, but they still were there. This energy would never leave him. He just sat there, thinking. This feeling within him would never go away, and he still felt older. There was little happiness in these woods, and it was very cold. "Why?" He asked, looking at his hand. "Why don't people just leave me alone?" He clenched his fist and slammed it on the ground. "WHY, DAMMIT!?! DOESN'T ANYONE KNOW!?!" He knew that there wouldn't be anyone to hear him, but he felt as though someone was there with him.
He sat down against a tree. The thoughts buzzing through his head were almost unbearable anymore, and he just wanted to forget everything. He didn't want to be an angel anymore, let alone darkness. He didn't want to be known by almost everyone, he didn't want to love Dezzy, he didn't want to feel guilt about leaving the ones closest to him. But, he knew he can't. This was reality to him. "I just want it to GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!" He yelled, the ground shaking beneath him. Two vortexes of Light and Dark energy raged around him, and they kept going higher. He soon after slowly calmed himself down, and leaned against the tree again.
Power surged through his veins. He could feel them fading away from himself, but they still were there. This energy would never leave him. He just sat there, thinking. This feeling within him would never go away, and he still felt older. There was little happiness in these woods, and it was very cold. "Why?" He asked, looking at his hand. "Why don't people just leave me alone?" He clenched his fist and slammed it on the ground. "WHY, DAMMIT!?! DOESN'T ANYONE KNOW!?!" He knew that there wouldn't be anyone to hear him, but he felt as though someone was there with him.